Seriously, my blog should just close down. xD I dont have the time to update on it. And I dont really tell anyone about it lol. So no one would be reading this anyway. xD xD And too many things happened for me to do a recap. I'm too lazy. Plus whats the use of me recapping something no one wants to hear. Well, actually i like hearing myself talk. So here I go with the recap. No wait, I changed my mind.. Nevermind.. I'll do a selective recap! XD Audrey you are a genius. I know thanks. Eeee, I'm weird today. @___@ Okayyyyyyy.. Anywho!

Wait.. I changed my mind. If people actually DO come here.. I'm dead if I post this. So I better just shut up. @__@

But... I went out with her yesterday! Everything seems fine between us now. I'm..relieved. X) We went out to JJ, we didnt spend a lot of time there though. Hehe.. Anywho, saw Lena, Krishan, etc. Asking me to show them Pineapple. Well, me and her ran away before they can see us. Although Lena saw us in the end. >__O And so did Crystal, Foong Vai and Leong. Oh well. xD Crystal was really mean to her.. She kept asking whether she remembered her or not. It was like..harassment. ;__; Pineapple doesnt have good memory. xD xD I'm going off topic again.. Wait, I have no topic to begin with. ;__; ANYWAYS! We celebrated Valentine's yesterday! Since, some stuff came up on Valentine's which I dont really wanna go into. =P But I'm happy, she's happy, everybody's high on crack and grinning like an idiot. Okay maybe only me. @__@ She bought me this adorable adorable duckie! Which I named Duckie, credits to her. xD Its to remind me of her.. Seeing how she's my Duck and I'm her Bunny. =) I tried looking for a Bunny for her too.. But i didnt see any cute ones. =( So I get her candy instead. Which she seems to like. Hopefully. >___< I snuggle Duckie at night to sleep! it really does remind me of her. X) I havent given her a Valentine's day card yet.. I bought this HUGE HUGE HUGE card for her. Its fatter than me. x__x And I scribbled a lot of stuff inside for her to read. ^^" I'm giving it to her this friday.. And i gotta bring it to school.. Eeeek! How dangerous. x___x But I still gave her a card to go along with the candy. I made it myself you knowww.. Photoshopped it. =D It features Uruha whom she loves so dearly. ^^" Although she said the words on the card meant more to her than Uruha. She's so sweet like that. ^^" And on the card there are names for us. We have a lot of names for each other.. 6 i think. xD xD But I like out affectionate names. ^^" She gave me a card she made herself too. I absolutely love it! She even included a drawing of a duck! Awww. X3 Her handwriting is cute lol. Anywho.. I wanted to say something then I forgot.. O__O Uhmmmm.. I cant remember.. =_____= But I'm just beaming.. I'm in an uber good mood.. Seriously.. I just cant stop grinning.. Even when I came for Maziah today, I was just grinning like an idiot. poor chin, she had to listen to me babble about Pineapple all tuition. XD And its already been 5 months for us. We're reaching 6 soon. In like.. 3 weeks! Omg, half a year. Thats like insane lol. I gotta go! Gonna msg her now.. Aiyer, she doesnt have school tomorrow. Unfairness! T_____T

Valentine's Day is cominnnngggggg! I havent posted in a while. Coz I've been busy with other stuff. This blog isnt that important anyway. But I like hearing myself talk so tadaa a blog for me. =P Anywho, Valentine's Day! Today I went with Chin to get her something.. I managed to get a V-Day card for her. Its the most adorable card EVER! And its effin huge! Its like 2/3 or me. *___* And its very very cute. I really hope she likes it. =D I havent decided what else to get her.. =( Its so hard! I wanna get her something she would like, something meaningful and something special and customized. Something that nobody else would have. So.. The search is on. I WILL find something for her. Oh yeah, Feb 14, V-Day, is our 5 months anniversary as well! =D I seriously cant believe I'd actually like someone for this long. x__x I always always ALWAYS get bored with that someone after 3 months max. But I'm really happy with her.. So hopefully it lasts ne? She's the most sweetest person I know. And she pays attention to all the little things as well. Like sending good morning msgs early in the morning before I go to school, waiting in bed for me to wake her up during the weekends, sending me goodnight msgs every night. Everyday she just shows me in so many ways what an amazing hubby she can be.. I'm proud to be her wife. =) And I realize I like talking about her a lot. Kesian Chin, have to listen to me talking about Pineapple this Pineapple that. XD

OMG, people nowadays. EVERYONE.. EVERYONE talks behind your back.. Who are my friends now? Example today.. Krishan msged me.. Asked me whether I feel lonely when she doesnt talk to me.. How weird to ask.. So I said of course not.. Then she called.. And she said EVERYONE's saying I seem lonely when Krishan doesnt talk to me.. Like Eliza.. She said she saw me waiting for Krishan but Krishan was busy with someone else so I just walked off.. And she said I must be lonely.. And THATS WHY I became a BISEXUAL.. Coz I like it when ANOTHER girl cares for me.. Oh. My. Effin. God.. x__________________x Like what the fuck.... I am a bisexual and no its not because I am lonely. I like being alone sometimes okayyyy.. And if Krishan's busy, what, you expect me to wait around her all day like a dog until she talks to me izzit? I can talk to OTHER people right?? And what the fuck does loneliness have to do with me being bisexual?! People say I'm happy with Pineapple coz she cares for me since no one cares for me, especially Krishan.. Bullshit lahh.. I'm happy with Pineapple coz she's freakin. amazing. in ways you can never understand.. Seriously, she's better than any guy I've ever gone out with.. So just dont drag her into this mess.. I dont give a damn about what people say.. But I DO give a damn when they drag Pineapple in.. Do they even know her? And do THEY even know me? How can they assume because I'm lonely and dont talk with Krishan, I run over to another girl and start a relationship with her.. >_______> How can they assume that?! They dont know shit about me.. I almost cried from frustration when Krishan told me that.. I AM NOT WEAK. And I dont depend on others. If I had to, I can live alone. Then Krishan asked me.. What the hell did she ask me.. I cant even remember.. But I remembered saying.. This is the first time you dont understand me.. You cant expect me to go all emotional when you dont talk to me.. If you're busy, I move on and talk to others.. Then she said.. I must not have played a part in your life coz even if you dont talk to me, you dont feel anything.. And I replied.. Of course I WANT to talk to you, but if I cant, why sulk and cry.. I'll just go and talk with others.. Then talk to you later.. Pfft.. And people say I must seem lonely.. Which makes me wonder.. How come in Form 1 - 2.. My REAL loner years.. No one ever mentioned that.. No one ever said, 'Audrey must be lonely.. She'll be a lesbian, craving for another girl's attention..' Which just SHOWS that they DONT know me.. How come they didnt think I felt lonely when J left me for KY? Hmm? How come? And how come they didnt accuse me of being a bisexual and craving for J's attention? When I was enjoying my loner life, nobody said anything.. And when I'm not lonely, everyone's saying I'm lonely.. Omg, how twisted.. I dont even wanna think about this anymore.. Thats why I'm blogging.. I can finally put this away.. I dont give a fuck about what people think.. Think what you like.. You're entitled to your own opinion.. And I'm entitled to ignore your false accusations of me.. Coz you dont know me.. You dont know what I'm thinking or doing.. Like Mr. Fred said.. If you assume, you're only making an ASS out of U and ME.. And if you're retarded.. It spells ASS+U+ME=ASSUME.. I'll make Krishan spill the beans and tell me every single person who said that about me..

On a happier note, I noticed something! A pattern in the people I like.. Well, most of the people I like.. @___@
Their names start with J. LOL.. Seriously.. Its kinda freaky.. Of course, there are a FEW exceptions.. But still, almost all the names start with J.. Very..interesting.. XD XD