I seem to have been forgotten ne? She doesnt seem to remember me.. Hell, I hardly know her now.. I dont like it.. But she doesnt bother.. Why should I? Haha, I've always been like that.. Why should I care about someone who doesnt care about me? Why waste the time? We used to be so close.. I just feel like we're drifting apart.. I used to get so scared when we drifted apart.. I remember msging her asking her whether she felt it too.. A long time back.. And she laughed, she made all the bad feelings go away.. Now, I dont know.. I'm suppose to go to Leong's bday tomorrow.. My mom wont let me, I missed a whole lotta tuition and Maziah's going on a rampage, kicking everyone who misses a lot of tuition out.. Zoe got kicked out, Joyce Toon got kicked out, Phui Yan got kicked out.. I dont wanna be like them.. Anyway, I dont really feel like going.. I imagined the holidays to be fun, where I got to spend lots of time with my friends.. But I seem to have drifted apart from them.. I have no mood to do anything.. Luckily I have her.. At least with her around, I know I'm not dead inside yet.. But it seems like I'm dead, very dead, to others.. To D.. I'm forgotten.. All those times and memories we share, did she really push that all away?