OMG, people nowadays. EVERYONE.. EVERYONE talks behind your back.. Who are my friends now? Example today.. Krishan msged me.. Asked me whether I feel lonely when she doesnt talk to me.. How weird to ask.. So I said of course not.. Then she called.. And she said EVERYONE's saying I seem lonely when Krishan doesnt talk to me.. Like Eliza.. She said she saw me waiting for Krishan but Krishan was busy with someone else so I just walked off.. And she said I must be lonely.. And THATS WHY I became a BISEXUAL.. Coz I like it when ANOTHER girl cares for me.. Oh. My. Effin. God.. x__________________x Like what the fuck.... I am a bisexual and no its not because I am lonely. I like being alone sometimes okayyyy.. And if Krishan's busy, what, you expect me to wait around her all day like a dog until she talks to me izzit? I can talk to OTHER people right?? And what the fuck does loneliness have to do with me being bisexual?! People say I'm happy with Pineapple coz she cares for me since no one cares for me, especially Krishan.. Bullshit lahh.. I'm happy with Pineapple coz she's freakin. amazing. in ways you can never understand.. Seriously, she's better than any guy I've ever gone out with.. So just dont drag her into this mess.. I dont give a damn about what people say.. But I DO give a damn when they drag Pineapple in.. Do they even know her? And do THEY even know me? How can they assume because I'm lonely and dont talk with Krishan, I run over to another girl and start a relationship with her.. >_______> How can they assume that?! They dont know shit about me.. I almost cried from frustration when Krishan told me that.. I AM NOT WEAK. And I dont depend on others. If I had to, I can live alone. Then Krishan asked me.. What the hell did she ask me.. I cant even remember.. But I remembered saying.. This is the first time you dont understand me.. You cant expect me to go all emotional when you dont talk to me.. If you're busy, I move on and talk to others.. Then she said.. I must not have played a part in your life coz even if you dont talk to me, you dont feel anything.. And I replied.. Of course I WANT to talk to you, but if I cant, why sulk and cry.. I'll just go and talk with others.. Then talk to you later.. Pfft.. And people say I must seem lonely.. Which makes me wonder.. How come in Form 1 - 2.. My REAL loner years.. No one ever mentioned that.. No one ever said, 'Audrey must be lonely.. She'll be a lesbian, craving for another girl's attention..' Which just SHOWS that they DONT know me.. How come they didnt think I felt lonely when J left me for KY? Hmm? How come? And how come they didnt accuse me of being a bisexual and craving for J's attention? When I was enjoying my loner life, nobody said anything.. And when I'm not lonely, everyone's saying I'm lonely.. Omg, how twisted.. I dont even wanna think about this anymore.. Thats why I'm blogging.. I can finally put this away.. I dont give a fuck about what people think.. Think what you like.. You're entitled to your own opinion.. And I'm entitled to ignore your false accusations of me.. Coz you dont know me.. You dont know what I'm thinking or doing.. Like Mr. Fred said.. If you assume, you're only making an ASS out of U and ME.. And if you're retarded.. It spells ASS+U+ME=ASSUME.. I'll make Krishan spill the beans and tell me every single person who said that about me..

On a happier note, I noticed something! A pattern in the people I like.. Well, most of the people I like.. @___@
Their names start with J. LOL.. Seriously.. Its kinda freaky.. Of course, there are a FEW exceptions.. But still, almost all the names start with J.. Very..interesting.. XD XD

Yesh, I'm sick. Or else how would I be typing this post.. I didnt go to school today.. I felt sick since yesterday in school.. But I refused to go home early.. I missed my Edi Board interview, GB marching practice and LIDDSOC meeting and I'm the effin vice president some more. XD XD But I guess I cant help being sick.. I was sweating all over and burning up.. I just felt like crap.. I was burning but my body was shivering.. Eeek.. x___x I missed Maziah as well. >__< I wonder whether she asked about me.. Probably not.. =p

My friends were really sweet to me when I was sick.. They let me off the fan in school coz I felt really really cold although they must've felt like dying of heat without the fan. >___< Chin and Jia Foong were really motherly towards me as well.. Especially Chin haha.. Anywho, I think I'm gonna be sitting with Chin.. Right now I'm sitting with Jia Foong.. And Ee Xin with Chin.. But Ee Xin says she's gonna change places with me.. I dont really mind.. Jia Foong's sweet.. And Chin is just Chin haha.. We'll see when I get back to school tomorrow.. ^^"

I really couldnt wait for the bell to ring so I could get home and sleep.. I just felt like crap.. But I'm really thankful for her.. Although she couldnt be there to really take care of me.. She was still there.. She's just the sweetest person I've ever met.. She kept reminding me to rest and drink lots of water.. Lol, I remember when she was sick last week.. I was the one ushering her to drink lots and lots of water and get tons of rest.. Haha, now she's the one who's nagging me so I'd get well soon.. She even msged me this morning before she went to school.. I was still sleeping then.. But I was grinning like an idiot when I read it.. She just wanted to check on me.. I thought it was extremely sweet of her.. She just makes me love her more everyday.. =)